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smashedbooboo

Hey you guys. Feeling like !!!!!! right now again. had my lightbulb moment on the man thing. But managed to clear off another card, Dont want to feel like this anymore. I am 46 for gods sake. Why am i feeling lik a flippin teenager when they have lost their first love. This is ridiculous. I thought i was getting together. I put all my eggs in one basket as it were and now all i have is people telling me i told you so. I flamin well know so. Does not make it any easier though. Sorry guys. Just needed to have a rant. xxxxxxxxxx

smashedbooboo

Sorry peeps am really on the wrong site for things like this. And just before anyone asks. Only been drinking tea with two sugars in it. xxxxxxxxxxxx

elantan

you rant away hun that's what were here for

lynsayjane

oh booboo how well do I know what your going through. I hate men and wish to physically harm as many of them as I can before the police attempt to arrest me, only hope I get a full female jury and judge :rotfl:

if you want man rants take a look at my diary, it seems to be more full of broken hearts than debt busting these days!

System

To be 46 and feel like a teenager when it comes to love well there is hope for us all. Seriously though keep your head up. Its better to have loved and to have lost than never to have loved at all.

lynsayjane

lennymfo wrote: »

Its better to have loved and to have lost than never to have loved at all.

when your hearts in tatters it sure doesn't feel like that lenny. in fact i think that is actually THE most stupid saying i've ever heard.


(sorry, bad [STRIKE]day[/STRIKE][STRIKE]week[/STRIKE] life up here)

System

lynsayjane wrote: »

when your hearts in tatters it sure doesn't feel like that lenny. in fact i think that is actually THE most stupid saying i've ever heard.


(sorry, bad [STRIKE]day[/STRIKE][STRIKE]week[/STRIKE] life up here)

Fair one LJ. No offence intended, sorry Booboo.

smashedbooboo

Oh pooh. No crying smilies. If you know what i mean. Yes i am in tatters. And do you know what. When you are in debt sometimes you cant see the wood for the trees because of personal problems. I am trying so hard to sort out the debts but sometimes my head is so smashed hence the name i just cant bring it all together. The only time when i am together is when i am giving supprt to someone else. Feel useful then even though i am useless at giving out info. Sorry guys. Just feeling really !!!!!! at the minute. xxxx Thank you every one

lynsayjane

lennymfo wrote: »

Fair one LJ. No offence intended, sorry Booboo.

sorry lenny on reading that back it sounds very much like I was going off on one at you, I wasn't honest.

as someone who gives their heart away too easily I've had it broken too many times. I'm too trusting and seem to constantly be taken for a ride. I can honestly say that the bad times extinguish the good (in my opinion) and I'd happily give up the highs to escape the lows. perhaps when I meet mr perfect (:rotfl: ) then I'll feel different. The latest man to break my heart, he made me feel amazing when we were together but what happened two weeks ago tore my heart to shreds and I wish I had never met him.

lynsayjane

smashedbooboo wrote: »

Oh pooh. No crying smilies. If you know what i mean. Yes i am in tatters. And do you know what. When you are in debt sometimes you cant see the wood for the trees because of personal problems. I am trying so hard to sort out the debts but sometimes my head is so smashed hence the name i just cant bring it all together. The only time when i am together is when i am giving supprt to someone else. Feel useful then even though i am useless at giving out info. Sorry guys. Just feeling really !!!!!! at the minute. xxxx Thank you every one

smashed I do believe you and I are living parralel lives! (except I'm 20 years and a marriage behind you!)