Starting again, with a positve attitude this time ..

Hiddenidenity

Ok I think Im addicted to checking ebay I need help :rotfl:
Its now at £21.47 :j Will be able to put some gas on hopefully

Kids fed breakfast and lunch and just started to get tea on, done the general cleaning but a few extra bits I'd like to do today like the windows, under the cuboards in the bedroom, the stairs etc and need to sweep the back yard before it goes dark. Dark and rain makes it impossible!

Checked banks already and doesnt look as bad as usual, theres enough to cover the bills and rent, makes a differnece
VO is at £9.65 with £7.20 pending hurry up! lol
S&S Requested £10 next voucher, sisters birthday present.
Already requested £25 payout from Pureprofile and back up to £7.20 on there

Hiddenidenity

Yay kids in bathed and in bed, house is spotless, garden clean. Now just to dr and straighten my hair when I decide to move from reading on here :rotfl:

Waiting for my sister to come sit in with the kids why I go down for a walk clear my head for a while (well try too may take a lot longer than a little walk )

Ebay up to £28.52 :T Didnt expect them to make over £15 lol!

Cherryjack

i feel so guilty about the lack of cleaning going on in this house lol x

Hiddenidenity

Cherryjack wrote: »

i feel so guilty about the lack of cleaning going on in this house lol x

Dont I wish I could sit down and stop for a while, maybe I'd feel better health wise (not mind wise I'd probably drive myself mad:rotfl:)

Hiddenidenity

Well the walk was good VERY cold. Having a nice coffee to warm me up and bed to do some more thinking about things ...

NSD number 10

Hovel_lady

Hiddenidenity wrote: »

Well the walk was good VERY cold. Having a nice coffee to warm me up and bed to do some more thinking about things ...

NSD number 10

Don't think too hard - remember to get some sleep

Well done on 10 NSD's :T

Hiddenidenity

Hovel_lady wrote: »

Don't think too hard - remember to get some sleep

Well done on 10 NSD's :T

Thank you HL xxx

Not really posted today, having a bad day and as the title says positive only this time Ill go quiet for a while :rotfl:

Hovel_lady

Hiddenidenity wrote: »

Thank you HL xxx

Not really posted today, having a bad day and as the title says positive only this time Ill go quiet for a while :rotfl:

Sorry you're having a bad day :kisses3:

Don't go away for too long

Hiddenidenity

Well house is lovely and clean I think if I clean, and garden is done. Just need to wash the floors outside and do a bit of ironing, but I need to keep something for tonight when I cant sleep :rotfl:

Kids bathed, dressed and fed twice now playing mister maker :cool: That will leave more cleaning

Ebay made £41 :j Just waiting on them all paying so I can post.

Hiddenidenity

Ok this isn't positive but need to get it out, Hospital news isnt great
There leaving everything either way until after new year unless some bad crops up, but then if certain things dont improve with the meds it will be surgery to remove my spleen and on the list for bone marrow transplant Not what I wanted to hear.

Im not really concerned for me, Well no I am but more for my kids, they only have me and to be truthful I have no one who will help with them. I need to be strong for the kids but I think this is breaking point.