Depression

feelinggood_2

I feel pretty rough yeah. Its getting dark now which helps, I prefer it when its dark.

CarolnMalky

I like candles on when I feel rotten, for some reason I find them soothing.

learning_to_drive

Cheers for the advice CnM, indeed, definitely worth a think about, its just a job though, not going mad again, asda was great for my recovery but I need normality in my life now. Im looking long term uni so not overly going to be bothered about it really.

Its nice to know that I may have a way out!

learning_to_drive

Cheers for the advice CnM, indeed, definitely worth a think about, its just a job though, not going mad again, asda was great for my recovery but I need normality in my life now. Im looking long term uni so not overly going to be bothered about it really.

Its nice to know that I may have a way out!

learning_to_drive

Double post? Apologies!

blinky

feelinggood wrote:

Everybody (well 95% of people) because I am a bad person. Not part of the family. Everyone means well, but they just don't understand that I'm happier left alone in the dark,

:naughty:
YOU ARE NOT A BAD PERSON

From everything you have posted here and chatted with me on MSN makes me believe you are a good person.

Big hugs

feelinggood_2

You don't know me Blinky, if you knew me, you'd know I'm a bad person. I'm trying to change, doing my best.

CarolnMalky

Feely if you keep talking like that honey, you are not doing yourself any favours...you must know you are not a bad person, please try and re-assure yourself that you arent bad.

feelinggood_2

CarolnMalky wrote:

Feely if you keep talking like that honey, you are not doing yourself any favours...you must know you are not a bad person, please try and re-assure yourself that you arent bad.

I'm just being realistic - I'm not searching for reasurrance or anything, I've accepted who I am, and I'm trying to change. I just get upset when people lie to me and say I'm a good person when i know I'm not. Its just like I don't like people promising me that things will get better - no one knows that. Does that make sense?

blinky

feelinggood wrote:

You don't know me Blinky, if you knew me, you'd know I'm a bad person. I'm trying to change, doing my best.

I stand by what I say. From what you are written here and on MSN you are a good person. I have lots of different people from all over the world and I'm a pretty good judge of character

I know the line "You wouldn't like me if you really knew me" I spent years thinking like that and it's quite common in people with depression and / or self esteem issues.

Took me bloody years to realise I'm a people person and I need contact.