Depression

Sazbo

EthelBloggs wrote:

w00t!! Just done some more washing Call me superwoman!! hehe, it aint half good exercise

Wait there ethel hun, I'm just bringing mine round for you to do......

Tiff_2

Hi guys!:hello:
Nope, I wasn't doped up by l-t-d, or kidnapped by aliens, or forgotten whereI live!
I have been in the wilderness since Saturday a.m.!

I had a brilliant week - NOT! - God, I'm so excited I can barely type!:rotfl:

Last week, after spending the equivalent of the gross national debt of Uganda on DS for his birthday,:rolleyes: , I then went on to lose my bank card, the freezer broke down, my CPN and nurse won't be back until the end of next week, the computer broke down, then the printer died, yesterday computer table broke as DS and I were moving it, my ex-OH hasn't given me any money this month yet and so I was left in the wilderness since Saturday a.m.:o
My niece also had her 18th birthday - exactly a year, a week and a day older than DS. I got a taxi, got gifts, went to Mum's house where niece was with my sister and came home. Have been ill too.

Find out yesterday a.m. that they all went out Friday night to a nightclub in town, in a hired limousine, and had a fantastic time. I wasn't even, invited but my cousin from Daventry was. Of course I couldn't have gone, and I've had a very low week as you can imagine, but I'd have thought it would have been courtesy to tell me or at least ask me about it. They never even thought of me and I broke my heart. The family are always doing this to me. It's like I'm already dead, bar the shouting as it were.

And I thought of you guys on here, feeling like I'd let you all down and frustrated because I couldn't do anything about it. I missed you all so very much - you're more like a family to me than most of my real family and I appreciate every one of you. :A :T :A
Would you believe I'm actually shedding a tear?!:rolleyes:
Obviously computer is working now but due to engineer's instructions re wires etc, I am sitting on my fat backside on my narrow hall- way floor with my keyboard on my lap and the mouse trying to get a grip on the laminate flooring!!!:o :rolleyes: It's so sad, it's funny!:rotfl:

It made me realise that at least on here, I'm thought of as a person and that sometimes I can make someone smile or help in a little way. I guess it's worse because it's nearly 2 months now since I've had any continuous input from my care team due to illnesses and courses and when you're out there on your own, it's been a real struggle to keep going.

Anyway, that's enough self pity for ten minutes.:rolleyes: I haven't even read back - still on page 117 - so no more crises until I catch up!;)
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

EthelBloggs

Tiffy you nutter.. you didn't let any of us down, we were just worried and wondering where you were!

You've done really well to cope with all that by yourself.. many of us would have buckled under that pressure, hopefully the CPN etc will be back to full service for you soon, it makes me really angry that they leave people high and dry like that who depend on them for the support to get on with their lives :mad:

That was a terrible thing your family did.. but you know what.. fukk 'em!!! When sazbomber and I come and invade you we'll do something way better than that and drive past n p1ss them off!! I know what you mean.. you woudn't have gone but it's nice to be asked anyway.

Big hugggs and lots of love xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Tiff_2

gillette147 wrote:

You ok Tiffykins?

The other tiff was having a go at me earlier - I got all confused.

xx

Hi gilly-badger!:hello:
How are you hun?
I used to pop on the DFW board with bits of Tiff advice and that's how I got to know that there was a tiff. Apparently, she couldn't understand why she was being thanked.:rotfl: So I guess she's like a mini-me? I don't know her.
What's DT gilly hun? What were you 'debating'?:eek:
Thankfully, there's never been a Tiff and tiff, tiff!:D
Take care hun - gotta spread hugs to sazzy and ethel and the family!
But here's yours hun!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Tiff_2

Sazbo wrote:

:j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j :j

sazzy-sazzy-sazzy-sazzy-sazzy!:hello:
Hi sweetheart!
How are you angel?
it's good to be back hun!:j Missed you!
Thought about your counselling last night - I hope you're ok hunnie?;)
I bet you thought I'd done a runner with the hat fund money?!:D :rotfl:
Bless you angel.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Horasio

Tiff wrote:

Hi guys!:hello:
Nope, I wasn't doped up by l-t-d, or kidnapped by aliens, or forgotten whereI live!
I have been in the wilderness since Saturday a.m.!

I had a brilliant week - NOT! - God, I'm so excited I can barely type!:rotfl:

Last week, after spending the equivalent of the gross national debt of Uganda on DS for his birthday,:rolleyes: , I then went on to lose my bank card, the freezer broke down, my CPN and nurse won't be back until the end of next week, the computer broke down, then the printer died, yesterday computer table broke as DS and I were moving it, my ex-OH hasn't given me any money this month yet and so I was left in the wilderness since Saturday a.m.:o
My niece also had her 18th birthday - exactly a year, a week and a day older than DS. I got a taxi, got gifts, went to Mum's house where niece was with my sister and came home. Have been ill too.

Find out yesterday a.m. that they all went out Friday night to a nightclub in town, in a hired limousine, and had a fantastic time. I wasn't even, invited but my cousin from Daventry was. Of course I couldn't have gone, and I've had a very low week as you can imagine, but I'd have thought it would have been courtesy to tell me or at least ask me about it. They never even thought of me and I broke my heart. The family are always doing this to me. It's like I'm already dead, bar the shouting as it were.

And I thought of you guys on here, feeling like I'd let you all down and frustrated because I couldn't do anything about it. I missed you all so very much - you're more like a family to me than most of my real family and I appreciate every one of you. :A :T :A
Would you believe I'm actually shedding a tear?!:rolleyes:
Obviously computer is working now but due to engineer's instructions re wires etc, I am sitting on my fat backside on my narrow hall- way floor with my keyboard on my lap and the mouse trying to get a grip on the laminate flooring!!!:o :rolleyes: It's so sad, it's funny!:rotfl:

It made me realise that at least on here, I'm thought of as a person and that sometimes I can make someone smile or help in a little way. I guess it's worse because it's nearly 2 months now since I've had any continuous input from my care team due to illnesses and courses and when you're out there on your own, it's been a real struggle to keep going.

Anyway, that's enough self pity for ten minutes.:rolleyes: I haven't even read back - still on page 117 - so no more crises until I catch up!;)
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

(((Big hugs)))

Nice to see you back, and not your alter ego:D

Families can be so mean:(

Sazbo

Yeah Tiffy, wot Ethel said! We're coming up to collect you in a limo of our own, for a night on the tiles! So watch out world, here we come! :eek: :eek:

I know I've said this before but there does often seem to be problems with organising your care hun? Shouldn't there be adequate cover for when people are off ill or on courses? How are you supposed to manage all that time on your own? Makes Sazzy a bit cross so it does.... :rolleyes:

We love our Tiff. We ain't lettin ya off the hook just yet, ok?

XXXL hugs!

Sazzyxxxxxxxxxx

gillette147

Tiff wrote:

Hi gilly-badger!:hello:
How are you hun?
I used to pop on the DFW board with bits of Tiff advice and that's how I got to know that there was a tiff. Apparently, she couldn't understand why she was being thanked.:rotfl: So I guess she's like a mini-me? I don't know her.
What's DT gilly hun? What were you 'debating'?:eek:
Thankfully, there's never been a Tiff and tiff, tiff!:D
Take care hun - gotta spread hugs to sazzy and ethel and the family!
But here's yours hun!
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

I got up......switched PC on and here we are 7hrs later.
I've had a sandwich and some soup and one drink.

"My name's Badgie, and I have a problem!!"

I've got my second counselling session 2mora.
Feels weird. Oh well.....

I'm not revising! Hmmm...soon i guess lol.

Sazbo

Tiff wrote:

sazzy-sazzy-sazzy-sazzy-sazzy!:hello:
Hi sweetheart!
How are you angel?
it's good to be back hun!:j Missed you!
Thought about your counselling last night - I hope you're ok hunnie?;)

Missed you too, ya daft tiffster. I'm doing ok hun, all the better for hearing from you.

Tiff wrote:

I bet you thought I'd done a runner with the hat fund money?!:D :rotfl:
Bless you angel.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx

Actually I was beginning to wonder................ :think: :silenced:

Sazzyxxxxx

Tiff_2

ethel,ethel,ethel,ethel,ethel!:hello:
Hi sweetheart - how are you?
Bless you for your welcome home hun!;) :A
Missed you too hun.
Guess I've got some reading to do to catch up with you hunnie. How is everything? Did you have that meeting yesterday? You don't have to worry about what you don't know angel, you just have to know where to find it - and we can do that. It's a shame but a lot of official agecies seem almost reluctant to tell you of all the things they can do to help!:o

So ethel - are we gonna be like Charlie's Angels then? lmfao :rotfl: Looking forward to razing the town when we all get together!:j I promise to wear a paper bag.:D
Have to watch saz on the old dizzy water though!:eek: :rotfl:
Hope you're well hun.
Much Love,
Tiff xxx