THE FUTURE IS ONE BIG CHALLENGE AFTER ANOTHER for 3Dogs and friends ..... PART 2

savingwannabe

Morning all. It is lovely and bright outside. Good luck Mr 3dogs I hope all goes well. Susan enjoy the slimming class. Will look at baking site too thanks Boult. Marru keep chilling sweetie! Aesop i have never heard of a Wenzels. Maybe i am healthier than i think.... maybe not!

I have a whole day off. So much to do. I feel so blessed it is nearly summer - well it is lovely outside. Lot's to do, will be back throughout the day. Everyone have a good day.

Marru

SW - I have put my dreamlines in my diary. I challenge you to do yours

Mr 3D good luck for today!!!

savingwannabe

oh Marru, i am such a coward. At least i am starting to think there is a future now. I will try, I always talk myself out of things and that's why I dont seem to make progress. I asked a hero for help the other day and when they asked what i was stressed about i couldn't say. There are somethings i can't say, i am too scared. Is it like this for other people?

Marru

I think the biggest use for dreamlines is to help us find what is important. I have been able to let go quite a lot of rubble that I thought was important but wasn't.

savingwannabe

Marru, you are right i need to get myself doing rather than being inspired by everyone else's doing. Ok, right i will set myself a target i will do a dreamline on Sunday, today is too busy. I have to prep for an inspected lesson tomorrow and do marking and cook a big meal to last for the next few days. Wed will be manic at work and thursday i am doing a full day so will be exhausted, parents coming at weekend. I am going to do some prep now. Back later. Promise i will try. I still sound like a coward dont i?

Just read your last post. I am scared of what i will find. Scared that i have screwed up. Am a coward. Can you tell i haven't been taking my pills recently? right must remedy that. Love you lots I am getting scared so I will go back later. love you, kit.

beanielou

Kit~there is no need to be scared.
If you dont want to do it then thats just fine.
Take is easy.

vixarooni

Kit - I'm the same!! I always put things off, and its funny you mention it because today i had this thing i've out off for over 5 years, and i made some in roads into changing a few months back but then went into my avoiding it phase. Well today i just got up and did it! It felt soooo good and now i'm really happy.
I suppose you just have to tackle it face on and do things. The hardest things you have to do often give you the best rewards. Obviously i don't know the ins and outs of what you're refering to, but anything is achievable!

vixarooni

Mornning everyone! I'm watching the only way is essex. Its up there with my favourites, its so funny. Even my mother is into it. ha

savingwannabe

You are perfectly right. I fell asleep again. Had a rough night. Two nasty hypos one just before bed and one at 3am ish so i was pretty incapable this morning and just freaked. I was supposed to tutor today. I have just texted to say again that i am going to have to give it up. I did tell my tutee before Christmas but she likes me and doesn't like her other tutors but i can't do it, it is so draining. I am so tired i can just about function, the doctor made me go down to part time for a reason and i can't physically do any more. It feels good to remind myself. I am always beating myself up because i want to be like everyone else. Well i can't do somethings and i have to accept it. I am feeling more confident about the timelines though and will fingers crossed do it on Sunday. I feel better now i have rested. Now off to cook some lunch.

Then a bit of college work and if i can maybe a film in the afternoon. It is a day off and i must stay happy and positive. I have learned something today!(I think this is progress )

vixarooni

Sorry to hear about your hypos Kit. But Well done on the progress. Less is more as they say, and if you have more time you would have more time to proritise things and spend time with your friends

You gotta help yourself before you can help others too!