The future is still bright for 3Dogs - Take Two

savingwannabe

I miss walking. I feel healthy enough to start maybe. We shall see. Gosh you put me to shame angel. Do you worry? is that why you dont sleep?

Susan i can't believe i was just picking on my hero. How mean am i ? He is always there for me. I am soooo ashamed. I do apologise gosh.

savingwannabe

Hey i had two NSD's!!!!!! Hooooray. Finally.

3Dogs

My laptop is not behaving itself - gonna do a restart - won't be long folks

savingwannabe

my eyes are closing. I may go to sleep soon. eyes hurt. (Allergic to Janet's cats).

So_Sad_Angel

savingwannabe wrote: »

I miss walking. I feel healthy enough to start maybe. We shall see. Gosh you put me to shame angel. Do you worry? is that why you dont sleep?

Yes I am a worrier...but I am learning strategies to cope better. Sadly the last few years have taken their toll & I get such bad dreams that I think I subconsciously make myself stay awake so I as dread the nightmares so much.

Well done on the NSDs SW.

3Dogs...so what if the weight-in is not the result you want...you have had a good christmas & can tackle the extra lb`s in the new year:j

savingwannabe

As long as i dont have triggers i dont have nightmares. I have been lucky for the last week or so so feel better.

Walking should help - endorphins? do you spend time with friends Angel? It is natural to cut yourself off when you feel down but that can make things worse. You are such a lovely person. I dont want you to feel down.

So_Sad_Angel

3Dogs wrote: »

My laptop is not behaving itself - gonna do a restart - won't be long folks

Good luck with the laptop. Turn it off & on again generally fixes most IT problems:D

savingwannabe wrote: »

Have you heard from Mr B Angel?

Not a peep SW but I have not been about very much lately anyway.

savingwannabe

I saw what you wrote about not being on much (just). I know you will be available by facebook but are you ok?

So_Sad_Angel

savingwannabe wrote: »

Walking should help - endorphins? do you spend time with friends Angel? It is natural to cut yourself off when you feel down but that can make things worse. You are such a lovely person. I dont want you to feel down.

Thanks Sweetie:A:A. I have lots of people around me but sometimes I just want to disappear for a while.....I don`t get too down these days & spending this Christmas with the family was a massive step forward for me.

I guess when you have such a big change in circumstances it will always need readjustment. I am getting there now..taken nearly 3 years though!

savingwannabe

It can take a long time to get your life on track but you have made such progress. I am so glad you are on this thread. I always wanted to talk to you on Balwit the only people i was close to there were Miche and Mr B. I miss Mrs B. I am sure they are having a wonderful christmas. They deserve so much. He is one of the kindest and most selfless people i ever knew.

i am going to email Porge and then bed. Goodnight Angel. Do stay in contact ok?