Frightened about my future

savingwannabe

I feel really stupid sometimes Ann. I have sold lots of my cds. All i have to show for my life is some degree certificates and my cds. And now i have sold them. How do you stay so calm? What am i doing wrong? Do you ever question yourself?

Mrs_Niddy

jinny wrote: »

Hi and bye ann off to bed very soon want try and shake this lurgy off tommorrow is another day right X

Goodnight Jinny , hope you feel better soon

mouseann

savingwannabe wrote: »

Hi again,

How do you think the Uk will change? or is it too late for me to ask that cos it is after 9?

Not sure about that one, SW!

Think we will have to wait and see. Not sure whether there will be another election soon, eithr - they are talking about agreeing a fixed-term parliament.

And I was impressed with the way Gordon Brown left Downing Street. They don't give them long to change over - wonder who packs their undies and everything?

savingwannabe

Goodnight Jinny. Have a good sleep. I hope it goes. You have just quoted Scarlett o'Hara. You can dress as her in our reunion.

Big hugs,

mouseann

jinny wrote: »

Hi and bye ann off to bed very soon want try and shake this lurgy off tommorrow is another day right X

Oh bless, Jinny.

I noticed that you said that you were feeling poorly.

Hope tyou feelbetter tomorrow.

Night!

jinny

savingwannabe wrote: »

I feel really stupid sometimes Ann. I have sold lots of my cds. All i have to show for my life is some degree certificates and my cds. And now i have sold them. How do you stay so calm? What am i doing wrong? Do you ever question yourself?

now come on lass you have an ology? thats way clever. what about all you students past and present look at your friends old and new. I love to make people laugh and you have laughed at my daft jokes you are unique and lovely we love you anyway please dont get down

savingwannabe

Oh i don't know if i want to watch. I should. I felt bad when Margaret Thatcher was ousted and i loathed her and her policies. And i love dear Gordy.

savingwannabe

Thanks Jinny. I cried so much in counselling last week i made my counsellor really emotional. OH poo! I feel dreadful. I might go and drink some more tea.

I am sorry. I love you. Make sure you go and sleep so you are full of beanz tomorrow.

beanielou

savingwannabe wrote: »

I feel really stupid sometimes Ann. I have sold lots of my cds. All i have to show for my life is some degree certificates and my cds. And now i have sold them. How do you stay so calm? What am i doing wrong? Do you ever question yourself?

I think we all do sometimes.
I know I do.
What have I got to show for my life?
A house I really cant afford to stay in & a Kevin the teenager.Mmmmmmmm.

I thought GB was very dignified.
I also thought he looked much more relaxed.

mouseann

savingwannabe wrote: »

I feel really stupid sometimes Ann. I have sold lots of my cds. All i have to show for my life is some degree certificates and my cds. And now i have sold them. How do you stay so calm? What am i doing wrong? Do you ever question yourself?

That's very deep for this time of night, SW.

I have degree certificates, also. My highest is an MSc!

I was holding everything together when I was at work (I did have quite a responsible job but would rather not give more details in case it identifies me - people I used to work with could read this) - it was only when I retired that my life started to fall apart. I had been living a lie for so many years, denying that I had financial problems!

And I am NOT very calm - just good at putting on a front (because I have been doing it for so long!)

You are doing nothing wrong - so many people would give an arm and a leg to have a quarter of your caring and compassionate nature!

And I do question myself - all day, every day!

End of true confessions session!