Trying for a Baby part 5....

ilovecushions

OOOh good luck dusty - when is the doctor ringing? or you ringing them.

Amazing that sick can be so exciting! Bizzarre...

Feisty_Fairy

Morning peeps,:(

Well im sorry to be so negative but im gutted, 3 ladies at work have all fallen pregnant while im TTC, a friend who has a 9 month old and 3 older ones is now 10 weeks gone and last night her sister who is a close friend of mine and has been avoiding me for a while, announced she is also over 10 weeks gone!:(

Dont get me wrong, im happy for her BUT, she didnt tell me because she knows i am TTC, but she then went on to tel me that, it was an accident, although she wanted another (she has 3) her OH didnt and when she discovered she was pregnant, she actually considered a termination as wanted it to be planned and wanted by both parents! How insensitive was she to tell me that!!!!:mad:

So she goes on to tell me how all is ok and she is really happy and has known for 3 weeks and im the last one to know cos she didnt want to rub it in! So we went out for a meal 4 of us girlies and she spent the entire evening rubbing her maternity jeans covered podge, and announcing 'ooh i will have this please, Baby needs it! ':mad:

Now im sorry but thats hardly trying NOT to rub my face in it is it? Or am i just being overly sensitive??:eek:

She has invited me round for coffee today but i just know i wont be able to hold back the tears this time so dont know what to do as dont want to now avoid her!

On top of that im on CD11 and POAS in the mornings as CBFM asks me but still low and can just see its going to go the same way as last month, where i end up POASing on 20 sticks again and still no peak and a big fat BFN at the end of it!!!:(

SORRY ladies, but i coudnt hold it in much longer, i just feel so sad and think its NEVER going to happen for me again!

Feelin very low today so gonna go hide away,

Takecare all and SBDTA too xxx

mrsvicx

Oh fairy, hugs to you. I've got two good friends whom are pregnant and they don't know we are ttc, so keep asking when it's our turn. I just want to shout I dont know!! So I know what you mean.
We'll get there eventually and when wedo, they will be the most loved babies ever!!

Feisty_Fairy

My days just keeps getting better:(, just logged onto facebook to discover my closest cousin is also pregnant!:eek:

Think i may just give up!:(

Primmer

Hugs feisty, does sound like your friend was being insensitive and it's so hard when people all around you are pregnant. I find it hard sitting on the train near people who are pg even when I don't know them! It will happen for you, find your pma sweetie. I am on cd9 and low so don't give up x

LoopyLinz

Good Morning Ladies

Big hugs to all who need them or want them. Im sorry the witch has got some of you (sorry cant remember who but will read back properly in a mo!)

Phunkles - Yeah we are getting there. Poor wee Muttley is traumatised. He is a little rescue dog and is really timid at the best of times. Not good. His little leg is injured quite badly but Im just thankful he is on the mend.

Still no AF for me but Im convinced she is on her way, been a bit of a monster this morning which is always a sure sign!!

Linz

ilovecushions

Hugs Feisty - you're not being overly sensitive, it's normal to feel that way. Don't hold it in - let it out, then you'll get your pma back.

QQuaver

Big hugs Sequeena

Let's go for August BFP:beer:

dustystar02 wrote: »

I was sick this morning................:whistle:

Oh test already!:p

Feisty_Fairy wrote: »

i just feel so sad and think its NEVER going to happen for me again!

I feel exactly the same way:(:grouphug:

gratefulforhelp_2

LoopyLinz wrote: »

Have had a horrible week, was out with the dog and we got attacked by another dog......have never been so scared in my life!!

Happened to my dog twice in her life, bloody scary. Second time guy set his dog on us 'cos we were laughing (nothing to do with him). Hope Muttley is ok.

phunkles wrote: »

may be prone to crying over everything at the mo meh im a mess

OOh...I cried watching undercover boss last night:rotfl:

dustystar02 wrote: »

I was sick this morning................:whistle:

OOh *not doing a great job of lurking*

eta fairy what a tacky cowbag (the woman at work).

dustystar02

((HUGS)) Feisty - it does seem like everyone is PG at the mo but I blame it on the recent good weather getting everyone frisky. I know how hard it can be though. It will def be your turn soon.

Doc is ringing me at 3pm with the results, I've been very good in not testing since I went to see him on tuesday


................EEK...........!!!!!!!!!!