depression

EthelBloggs

What does it mean tho to have a counselling assessment?

Miroslav

Tiff wrote:

TIFF'S GREAT ESCAPE...OR NOT!
I have to say I've had a bit of a hard time this last couple of days myself. I'd been up at 3.30a.m., showered, hair, makeup, (even got dressed!:D ) for my day trip out. I was due to go about 9.30-10.30am. I was very anxious waiting. My CPN had said it was to be a few hours out for me to treat myself (yes guys - i always forget that too!:rolleyes: ) so I tried to concentrate on that instead. So at 11.05am, I phoned CPN (fantastic nurse!) & he said he was off on emergency leave and hadn't the centre called me? I said no. Not a very happy Tiff or CPN. It wasn't his fault. But it left me feeling like this...

Miro - all these initials flying around hun - you're going to get confused bless you. Just to help your poor hands out with all that typing, why don't you take 's' & 'Britney' & shorten it to 'Spitney'? Got to find a way to get your fm in there too though - ah well, at least I tried. :rolleyes: :rotfl: Just teasing angel - sorry.:o

That was very un-needed, the CPN error Especially as you'd got so up for it

Spitney? Hmmmmmm :rotfl:

Miroslav

feelinggood wrote:

Awwww Miro
Lie down with you? I'd be honoured
Hope its going okay, let us know xx

:rotfl:

It went okay, better than last week, although she was 10 mins late. Got 40 minutes today

Still, a 4th assessment

Miroslav

I'll reply to the rest tomorrow, including Rose's encyclopedia :rotfl:

Very tired. Feel okay, very worried about 'S'

Would love to text her and ask if she is okay, but she told flatmate she was cancelling for the same old excuses........she couldn't even phone her to tell her this time, but she'll think she's thrown us off the scent, when we know she's really struggling.

I just want to see her and give her a big hug and let her know i'm here.

How do I text her and see if she's okay, if she's making out nothing is wrong.

Going to bed to think over it, I have to be up at 6.30ish.



I'm in a decent mood, less of a brilliant mood after her cancellation today, as i'm very worried for her

Miroslav

EthelBloggs wrote:

What does it mean tho to have a counselling assessment?

Assess what kind of counselling you need, whether they can help and what counsellor within their structure would be better for you, I guess.

Either that or see if you are still within the realms of being helped

EthelBloggs

thanks for that... I did wonder.. lol

Miroslav

:rotfl:

Well, i'm too tired to type, off to bed shortly. Sort the cats out and i'll reply to everyone tomorrow, unless I suddenly get a reply :rotfl:

I mean, how do you reply to Rose's wikipedia entry :rotfl: It's massive!

Sazbo

Night Miro. A fourth assessment? Why is that? I just had the one assessment and lord knows that was enough... take care hun xx

Miroslav

rose07 wrote:

Miro, hope you ok hun? hoping all ok. i am sure your lyrics had something to do with it about 'S' staying, you just gotta have faith in your heart hun xx
yeah dunno what to do about work, my parents wanna shout at them, might be good to watch :rotfl:


ok this was my day today, went in for 10, at 1030 did relaxation, which was good till, my mind wondered, and i lost my way up the mountain, and then decided to fly down it and well i woke up in the end, was good tho, had a little snooze, maybe im just not caught out for relaxing???, my body was relaxed but my mind wasnt

then from bout 11, i did colouring in, hehehe, yep its like playschool. i coloured in a circle thing. did that till neighbours was on, went to one of the 3 lounges, i have a fav lounge now tho. and then my personal nurse interrogated me grrrrr, that was till bout 4, and when i told her i hadnt eaten, she said to me, well now i am going to tell everyone off because they havent kept a proper eye on you how does that make you feel? guilty and now i feel worse, cheers for that you a**. wont tell you anything no more

well as you can prob tell my mood abit bad tonight

then from four till 5, i lied down again, im only getting 3 hours sleep a night, i feel sick, i get pains, my body aches and i feel worse than i did before, maybe its just the environment im in. but its where i need to be to be safe.

in the afternoon i also lied down on a chair, thats all we do, watch tele and lie down on chair, thats it!!!! i am sooo bored. but they keep telling me how bad i am yet they still dont know quite a diagnosis they say well it could be a bit of:

depression, PTSD, bulemia, OCD, epilepsy? schizophenia? Hypoglycemic, agoraphobia (aint that what you got tiff?) and some other things i cant even pronounce. :rotfl:

now i know it def two of these things the PTSD being one and the hypoglycemic, is cause im not eating. i am the youngest on the ward as well, so it weird. i know im not the schizophenic one tho, i think you guys would now that if i was.

then oh now this is funny, i found a lovely women and we got chatting my dad said he was going to be late so we went for a little walk :rotfl: hehe.
now all we did was walk down the ward, how was i supposed to know i wasnt meant to go where the inpatients are, not like its sectioned off, its just one long corridor, and im starting to make friends with them, so how am i to know, anyway i got back to the top and my personal nurse told me off, where have you been? for a walk :rotfl: , stupid people.

three of the patients werent ok today, one i was friends with till today, wow how things can change, another, was mad, she was shouting, swearing banging things, and it hurts my head. and other kept talking to herself and having a conversation with herself. so it all a bit strange, but the strange thing is because i am there all day i feel better with the inpatients, even the maddest one, strange aint it?

so im of in tomorrow too, and sunday, they got me on a tight leesh i can tell ya, ruff, ruff, :rotfl:

ok better go now am sooo shattered
i dont sleep
i dont eat,
and all the rest
but im fighting

ok so keep going everyone
i am thinking of yas
take care
and much love
xxx
:grouphug: :grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug::grouphug:

'S' confuses me :rotfl: I have no idea where her head is..........neither does she

You've had a heck of a time Let your parents argue with your workforce, what can you lose?

You are going through a tough time. Keep going, sounds like you are busy. Remember to rest and eat!!!!

Sazbo

Miroslav wrote:

:rotfl:

Well, i'm too tired to type, off to bed shortly. Sort the cats out and i'll reply to everyone tomorrow, unless I suddenly get a reply :rotfl:

I mean, how do you reply to Rose's wikipedia entry :rotfl: It's massive!

Miro hun - i thought i had internet problems, but it's actually landline problems - no incoming or outgoing calls but i can still get online As if i don't have enough problems... :rolleyes: