Sallyx's Sink or Swim, Swimerdy Swim Diary ;)

hypno06

Paris sounds good!

Onwards and upwards indeed!

:T

sallyx

Not going to let that idiot bring me down!

hypno06

sallyx wrote: »

Not going to let that idiot bring me down!

Absolutely. Be strong

sallyx

I am Hypno believe me I will not let that idiot make me feel bad, guilty or anything else! His loss its his doing!

postingalwaysposting

sallyx wrote: »

News for tonight well spoke to ex about when he was coming down next and the fact he needed to stay in a B&B and it went down like a lead balloon..!!!! is all I can say, Got in a huff and pulled the woe is me card out the hat, he is either going to be tricky and make my life hell or I won't hear from him and he will ignore B. Realisation that he's on his own is setting in...maybe he should have thought about that before cheating on me numerous times..!!!!!!

Onwards and upwards

Sally, he will not make your life hell, you set times/weekends in which he can see Bea. If he then choose's to pick and chosse and ultimatly let Bea down then so be it. You have tryed to meet him half way and he has thrown it in your face, what more can you do? At the end of the day its him who is forfieting his realationship with Bea, its only her that will resent him someday. Keep strong hun and keep reasuring Bea you are going nowhere...

Ps great news about MM :T You deserve to be treated with respect from a man, which by the sounds of it MM is Way to go Maz, miss you btw :A

sallyx

Thank you Pap you are totally right
Where have you been hiding btw..miss seeing you on here

I have a HUGE amount to thank Maz for!

scaredy_cat

is there a queue for Maz'z Matchmaking?

*takes a ticket - says no. 4... *

postingalwaysposting

sallyx wrote: »

Thank you Pap you are totally right
Where have you been hiding btw..miss seeing you on here

I have a HUGE amount to thank Maz for!

Sally I have been there as Bea. If anything it will make yours and her bond stronger... Don't let him start playing mind games with you, stay strong and offer times/dates, that's all you can do.

I am fine btw, just have tons going on just now and I am not good company. However I am forever lurking and wishing everyone the best :T

sallyx

Ok I need to get this off my chest before it drives me insane. The other day I was looking at mm and suddenly I thought to myself omg he looks like my dad, now I can't get it out my head and personally I think it's weird. Why would I fancy someone who looks so similar. Then I wonder is it my mind that's playing games with me as I up until this point didn't see any resemblance what so ever.

Ahhhhhhh opinions please

sallyx

B awake far too early on a Sunday morning, it's grey rainy and horrible out and my mood reflects that this morning ah well shall watch the marathon and then take b swimming later. Would love to be there doing the marathon today