lilmissmup - the 2010 chapter!

lilmissmup

LOL.

I know just cambridge is a bit fair to be going if thats all he wants, can get that closer to home I am sure!

Souk08

Well do that then! Do what YOU want. You are free and have no ties. You don't HAVE to spend ages trekking all over the country for boys. And what else should he be wanting after knowing you for 5 minutes!!! I don't think you're going to be very good at the casual thing!!!!

lilmissmup

Yeah don't think I am, guess I am not secure enough too do it so doesn't look like I will be seeing him again, told him that too.

Souk08

I just think you're not that kind of person, most people aren't! If you're going to casually date you need to be sure of yourself, what you want and be able to walk away. If you can't do that then maybe all this is not for you. X

lilmissmup

Yeah your right....oh well least I am not being nuts about the ex, new target now :rotfl:

Souk08

Lovley lady just take it easy X

lilmissmup

Its ok I am talking on MSN to my welsh buddy now anyway to cheer me up!

IM2 and I are texting at moment too, told him I am not just in it for sex cos I am not like that and so not sure whats happeing now, I did tell him I am emailing camperman and on POF too so not so innocent as I made out on the phone, told him I can't do Thursday as too much hassle so might see him next weekend now, not sure.

Souk08

What do you want from him? Very confused!

benbenandme

I think I'd be the same as you Lilmiss, I get emotionally attached far far too easily

lilmissmup

Souk08 wrote: »

What do you want from him? Very confused!

I do want to keep seeing him and don't mind him dating others if he is honest about it, just scared of getting attached too easily and getting hurt again, dunno guess I just find it a bit weird knowing he is online looking, guess its a kind of why am i not good enough thing even though I am talking about sex right now with someone else.

No idea whats happening in my head today. Won't be seeing IM2 until Friday 12th at earliest now as hes adament he needs his sleep Friday night before his weekend away in Liverpool and I can't be dealing with rushing round like a loon Friday morning trying to get to work esp if things progress with someone else faster for him, not worth the time or money to run around!