Alcohol self help thread II

harrie_2

morning all i had a night from hell panicked at 1/4 to 10 begged jon
to go to the shop he didnt i asked for lager.......feel like dropped myself
in it stopping in the first place......suzy took me to bed stayed with me till
12 her bf was coming then jon took over then.......i was screaming at jon
it came from nowhere.......that why dd took me upstairs defuse the cituation

said sorry this morning.......still techy but hopefully it pass

tin with 2£ in got to open with tin opener........he got so :mad:
he got the flaming tinopener going to whip the 2 coin back give it 2 suzy

now thats what i call not helping soooooooo sobar double t bags......and me tin still intact rant for today love to u allxxxxxxxxxxxxx

harrie_2

No_self_control wrote:

I know I have a problem OMG I know to the very bones in my body that I have a problem, I also know I need help but I don't know how or where to go for that help.

My family are miles away. my doctor is busy and my inlaws would see this as a reason to take my kids away from me

hi selfie it bloody hard i done 4 weeks 6 days........this weekend went over the top.....spirits are my down fall............i need the hit..........you will stop when your ready........you dont have to be dry to post here......we all relapsed......i starting again got 1 day under my belt.......prob fall again

you can come on here just for a rant even thinking about stopping is a start
hope u stay with us :A

susiesaver

Morning harrie

What a lovely daughter Suzy is, my 2 are just the same. Hope you have a much better day today and hang onto that £2 - you earned it!

Day number 2 for me today, very hard though yesterday.

harrie_2

susiesaver wrote:

Morning harrie

What a lovely daughter Suzy is, my 2 are just the same. Hope you have a much better day today and hang onto that £2 - you earned it!

Day number 2 for me today, very hard though yesterday.

thinking about u last nite first day always the worst then i end up running around like lonee....screaming for booze wants it got 2 6am got up
hate nites......i get bad nitemares.....worse wen i coming down :eek:

susiesaver

Hi harrie

Lovely to know so many people rooting for me. Nearly changed my mind yesterday, kept thinking I haven't really got a problem and I can drink and control it - duh! Things we tell ourselves eh? Felt very proud last night to have done it though especially as a holiday weekend when I would have been drinking even more than usual. I know it's only just the beginning and I have huge challenges to face but feel so much better knowing I can come on here for support. Thanks again.

Al_Mac

Well done susie, any problems sleeping?

Took me weeks to get a "normal" night. Starting again now:mad:

Shirl, I think we're connected, seems to happen at the same time, stay strong.

Have a great day all.

Al

x

harrie_2

Al_Mac wrote:

Well done susie, any problems sleeping?

Took me weeks to get a "normal" night. Starting again now:mad:

Shirl, I think we're connected, seems to happen at the same time, stay strong.

Have a great day all.

Al

x

i think we have mac sooooo it all your fault we got to get back on track

susiesaver

Morning Al

How you doing today? I don't sleep well at best of times - guilty conscience probably! I sleep better when not drinking though. When I'm drinking I keep waking all night with heart pounding like a train, very scary. Got busy day today so that will hopefully keep me out of mischief.

harrie_2

when mrs mac back :eek:

Al_Mac

harrie wrote:

when mrs mac back :eek:

saturday:eek: