Alcohol self help thread II

Spikey_2

ac wrote:

10 more minutes and im gonna pull myself together
and start to put together all the good stuff that i undid last night

again

xxxxx

You can do it ac..... I know you can....

BTW.... it's still calling me.............

ac

well change ya name then ...........

Spikey_2

ac wrote:

well change ya name then ...........

:rotfl: :rotfl: tried that it doesn't work.......

Spikey_2

Can a certain person please clear their inbox......:)

No_self_control

hiya everyone.

At about 2am this morning when I couldn't sleep cos of those "voices" I almost came back to the boards. Now after reading and getting the general idea of what happened last night I am very very glad I didn't.

I got up this morning feeling really pleased with myself, I try to have at least 1 drinks free night a week and the next day I think, ok I'll do it again tonight, but usually fail. Last night was actually my second drinks free night in a row which is quite a big achievement for me. Reading some of the stuff on her has put me in a bit of a downer for the day By drinking the only person I am hurting is myself. I am not a nasty drunk, I don't go out and cause problems, I drink until I get that false sense of contentment, then go to bed. And from what I've read here most of the people who are drinkers are in that category, only hurting themselves. So why do other people feel as though they have the right to judge and make nasty comments, how am I/we hurting them?

Anyhow I know tonight won't be drinks free, I am going out tonight with friends and will be drinking, but funnily enough I never drink anywhere near as much when I am out as when I am alone at home. I seem to be able to regulate my drinking much more easily when I'm with friends and I never have the desire to continue drinking once I get home after a night out. It's that kind of sensible drinking I want to get back to.

ac

when i start i cant stop
i am not a social drinker
last night i started
and couldnt stop
was still drinking at 3 am this morning
i have posted that i was going to pull myself together
and not waist the day......
im still here..on my btm...... i lied...
im an alcoholic...... thats wot i do......

wot have i done

xx

No_self_control

ac wrote:

when i start i cant stop
i am not a social drinker
last night i started
and couldnt stop
was still drinking at 3 am this morning
i have posted that i was going to pull myself together
and not waist the day......
im still here..on my btm...... i lied...
im an alcoholic...... thats wot i do......

wot have i done

xx

((((((ac)))))) the day if far from over yet, you still have chance to not ruin the whole day. Even if you just go for a quick walk round the block you will have achieved something, you will have got some fresh air, a little exercise and have done what you promised to do, not sit and do nothing all day.

ac

im just sick and tired of this bar-stool of a roller coaster....
i was doing fine....
had no bleeding intentions.....
not even with the last couple of night on here made me 'want' a drink...
then 'WHAM'
get in from work last night.... and the monster took over

i cant keep doing this.... its messing with ,my head far too much...


(and were o were are the men folk when ya need'em)


xxxx

harrie_2

No_self_control wrote:

((((((ac)))))) the day if far from over yet, you still have chance to not ruin the whole day. Even if you just go for a quick walk round the block you will have achieved something, you will have got some fresh air, a little exercise and have done what you promised to do, not sit and do nothing all day.

dont give ac hugs... we are bad thread

Spikey_2

ac wrote:

(and were o were are the men folk when ya need'em)


xxxx

I am here....................;)