lilmissmups £20k in 20mths moving on diary!

lilmissmup

Well they have done the payment run and I got my £12.60 so must be taking admin fee next month.

Means I missed out on my £25 from Jackpotjoy though, they have paid me 0p for it again though which they did last month too from when it originally tracked :rolleyes:

Hope I don't have to keep chasing it for months

wendz86

Well done on the bingo wins, you are doing well there.

Hope you get your jackpotjoy money soon.

lilmissmup

Well all the £2's I got on my scratch cards have disappeared today....:( Can't complain though or they might ban me!

Well its been a week since the big event, things are ok at the moment as long as we don't mention the "B" word.

I am still upset inside though, I am saving for what I thought would be a home together with a family but it could be I am just saving now to keep myself going if we split, makes it all not very exciting like it was before.

yukkibear

Dawn look at it as though you are saving for your future, whatever that may hold. It can still be just as exciting even though you don't know what it is yet.

wendz86

I think Yukki is right, concentrate on saving for the future, who know what it will bring.

lilmissmup

Its scary though.

Need a crystal ball

Won £5 on the bingo site today, paid in some cash and waiting to get it all back, hopefully it should clear, all the other wins have but i had to put in £20 to withdraw the £5 so bit more worried this time.

Got my £5 amazon voucher today from last weeks bingoport redeem, £35 in there now to go towards birthday pressies

wendz86

Yay well done, I got my £5 too, am saving for a wii fit

doodledo_2

I know easier said than done but try not to think on the negative side. Although thats easy for me to say I know.

lilmissmup

Trying hun but tis hard, just feel like I am in limbo and if i say the wrong thing everything could crumble.

doodledo_2

I can only imagine what it must be like. Still very early days as well so very raw. Maybe in a couple of weeks you may feel different.