pania's finding the courage for once in my life diary

redsquirrel80

P! Any news?! x

System

Yes Pan, any news??

pania

HELLOOoOoO everyone. :wave: back from head office didn't tell TB to stick it which is a very good start but did have a "I think you're getting revenge for what i said about you" moment at one point:eek: that was hard, very hard and was a little bit of an inwardly teary moment. wouldn't let the !!!!!! see me get upset by it. so i survived the evening out through gritted teeth then dramatically improved my day by going back to my friends house, drinking beer and playing sing star with her at the top of my voice!!! and i can't sing for toffee:rotfl: :rotfl:

Well, i missed a call from an international number this morning on my phone and each time i call it back it says i'm not allowed to dial into that network:eek: kind of not hoping and hoping at the same time that that was the news i was waiting for...:o we shall see but if they are calling then that must be positive right?

DFW wise i am having a bit of a bad day today, left my charger in the office to my laptop, got home and culdn't do any work..place in town wanted to charge me £45.99 for a universal charger and not allow me to return it tomorrow when mine turns up in the post. _pale_. luckily 3 doors up there is another pooter shop who have leant me one for a £20 returnable deposit:jbut that could've been an inmcredibly expensive mistake to make... i must must must organize myself more. :rolleyes:

and i've just printed something off and my ink cartridge has run out so off to spend another £20 on a new one! payday next week but goodness only knows how i shall makeit from here to there think i have about a tenner left after everything has been paid.

I've just booked myself an appointment in the gym too for next tuesday. i caught sight of myself in my friends mirror last night and it has hit me just how much weight i have put on. people say to me "you're fine" but to me i am over my usual weight range and that makes me uncomfortable so it's kicked started my "i will loose a stone challenge with avengance!"

I had a job app to put in with a closing date of midnight last night. after sing star i sat down to finish it and bottled it totally, just thought i can't do this job, i won't get it etc so didn't bother putting it in...:o Must Must MUST do better!!!!

Right got to nip off for this ink cartridge. have a good day all. xxx

hypno06

Have you tried ringing the international number on the landline?

redsquirrel80

Grrrr TB! Well done for keeping it together though.

Fingers crossed for the phonecall being good news - hope they ring back soon!

Gym, hmmm, yes must do something along those lines too Am sure you look lovely but if you don't feel comfy then it makes such a big difference, doesn't it?

Ooh, just noticed your DFD aim is the same as mine!

In_Search_Of_Me

ahhh the suspense!!!!

duchy

Ooops didn't ring as promised this morning-sorry P. Slept in and then d to rush up to London to meet two of my dearest friends neither of whom live close enough -so was a lovely day. Checking for news -go everything crossed for you xxx

System

COme on then

hypno06

I am sure P won't mind me telling you that there is no news as yet.........she tried ringing the international number back but couldn't get through.

So.....still waiting!

spud30

Happy new diary Pania.

Fingers crossed for the news you're waiting and hoping for