Depression Support Thread

alba37

slowlyfading wrote: »

It was gooooood what's on channel 5? can't get that in halls. x

Married to the Eiffel Tower, and they are serious! :eek: It's about woman married to objects! :rotfl:

feelinggood_2

slowlyfading wrote: »

Good luck for tomorrow, and I'll see you about 1pm no no, i need to lose some weight - i've been binging a lot lately and not purging, so i just gain lots of weight. About 2 stone and I'll be perfect! x

Well done on not purging, thats a great start. One step at a time hun

I don't under my B/P'ing and all that. I mean, I hate my body, I hate how I look, yet I actually find curvy ladies quite attractive. Weird.

I've binged twice today, and only purged once. Got scared last night, I purged and had really bad stomach pains.

slowlyfading

alba37 wrote: »

Married to the Eiffel Tower, and they are serious! :eek: It's about woman married to objects! :rotfl:

whaaaat?! :eek:

slowlyfading

feelinggood wrote: »

Well done on not purging, thats a great start. One step at a time hun

I don't under my B/P'ing and all that. I mean, I hate my body, I hate how I look, yet I actually find curvy ladies quite attractive. Weird.

I've binged twice today, and only purged once. Got scared last night, I purged and had really bad stomach pains.

Thanks, I have been purging, but try not to do it after every time I eat. I hate my body too, if I only I could control myself more! -hug- be careful, i know how much it can hurt. xx

alba37

feelinggood wrote: »

I read the leaflet that came with the sleeping pills and it says not to be taken by anyone:
-with a personality disorder
-depression
-a history of alcohol abuse
I've got all three! I'm so glad my GP gave them to me though. That and the diazepam are the only things getting me through this 'crisis'. Only got enough till Monday, so don't know what I'll do after that.

Think you're better off not taking a sleeping pill going by the leaflet. But I would ask tomorrow and phone the doc for more pills. You do need sleep.

(((hugs)))

septemberblues

Hi all, I'm here, watching "Untold stories of the ER" on Sky. I love gory medical stuff.

Is purging vomiting? (As in making yourself vomit?)

feelinggood_2

Purging can mean different things - making yourself vomit, using laxative, excessive exercise after a binge, starving yourself after a binge.

I only make myself vomit.

LadyMorticia

feelinggood wrote: »

I read the leaflet that came with the sleeping pills and it says not to be taken by anyone:
-with a personality disorder
-depression
-a history of alcohol abuse
I've got all three! I'm so glad my GP gave them to me though. That and the diazepam are the only things getting me through this 'crisis'. Only got enough till Monday, so don't know what I'll do after that.

My friend loves diazepam. When she used to go to the hospital, they used to give it to her and she loved it because it made her not have a care in the world. They refuse to give it to her now.

I'm very wary of tablets as I have taken an OD in the past so now the only pills I have in the house are my ADs and I only take kiddie medicine when I'm ill.

xx

septemberblues

LadyMorticia wrote: »

My friend loves diazepam. When she used to go to the hospital, they used to give it to her and she loved it because it made her not have a care in the world. They refuse to give it to her now.

I'm very wary of tablets as I have taken an OD in the past so now the only pills I have in the house are my ADs and I only take kiddie medicine when I'm ill.

xx

A couple of weeks ago I went to the doctor and she prescribed me 100 Tramadol (for pain), I hadn't told her I was suicidal. Unfortunately my psychotherapist rang her and told her I was hoarding pills and I don't expect the doctor will prescribe me these again. I don't think there's any chance she will ever prescribe me sleeping pills....................

alba37

Oh I'm glad that prog is finished. _pale_

Well, everyone, think it's time to get to bed.

Hope you all sleep well tonight.

Take care, and see you all soon. Night night.

A x