Depression Support Thread

Stephb1986_2

Just this arguement with my OH im so wound up about it that i cant even eat i just feel sick all the time

i wish i wasnt here anymore

weegie.geek

If the relationship's not doing you any good, why are you still in it? Is it just a one-off or a regular occurrence, him being a !!!!?

You don't have much luck do you? I remember you posting saying your brother was an !!!! as well. Stand up for yourself. Tell your man to stop his crap or gtf.

Stephb1986_2

depends if i sulk he sulks for longer with me it does my head in. im about as lucky as tuna my brother is still a !!!!. ive told him not to sulk for too long coz i aint gonna put up with it.

weegie.geek

!!!!, I hate all the sulking and stuff. I'm more of a shout at each other for ten minutes kinda guy, slam some doors, get the anger out and then back to normal.

Stephb1986_2

Im like that too i'd rather have it out and its over and done with i just feel really sick

Steph xxx

shazrobo

hi all, had a fantastic morning, did woodwork and as two others were off, there were only two off us, so we got more attention off the teacher, and as a result got more work done.

happy birthday rbk

katie, good luck for the contest tonight, keep safe hun

steph, (((((big hugs))))), sounds like he a pain in the bum, that you could do without. when are you picking your car up hun?
shaz x

Stephb1986_2

Hi Shaz glad your ok, what have you been up to?

i should be able to get it this time next week whoo!! its been one long wait i know that!

He is a pain in the bum i cant believe he's txt me saying he's not finished sulking yet! he has nothing to sulk about!!!!

Steph xxx

week

whitevanwoman wrote: »

Hi week
hope my 3 pms weren't too much of a shock, sorry - didn't mean to totally offload on you. Hope the OT goes ok - let me know how you get on, I didn't know such things existed until recently & as I'm going back to work next week but am still getting pretty much the same symtoms as you describe, it would be good to know what they suggest or whether it would be worth me going to see them.

Doesn't it make a difference when you read about someone else's symptoms / feelings / behaviour etc, and think "it's not just me!"

Hi WvW
Got you 3 pms and I really appreciated them. I will respond later tonight if I get the time. Please dont think they were too much! I am someone who likes a lot of detail and info. In work I often get told off for talking to customers about pets, cars, weather etc.
I had the appointment with "nurse" and it went okish except I talked like a budgie on speed(combination of trying to impress on first meeting and the high from AD). She said she was going to speak to psych tomorrow and not to worry about it!!!!!! She said I was "a little high"(as if I didnt know, I told her that at the start!). I stressed I dont want to go back down to depression again but I am afraid the psych will stop the AD or tell me to lower the dose right down and the depression will come back. I am expecting to get a mood stabiliser again later in the month but feel very anxious now about what will happen tomorrow. I am kind of scared of the psych anyway!!! I wish i had tried to tone "me" down for the meeting now. I just acted naturally. I spent most of last year depressed and trying out different meds and got put back on ADs in Nov last year and I feel so much better if a bit hyper. They seem to view it as being just as bad being high as low but I would disagree. Anyone got any opinion on this?

Oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY razorbladekisses. xxx.


K.

rose07

anyone about?

ive had an awful day, to start with went to work feelin soo carp, i was talkin to what i thought was a friend online last night, but unfortunately it got me more confussed. i dont know why some people just want to hurt ya.
anyway got to work already feelin pretty low, then i got to work, and omg things got a whole heap worse. my boss started havin a go at me, rosie do this rosie do that. the she shouted at me, and nearly tried to hit me, and this went on for about an hour and a half at the start of my day. it was just constantly one thing after another. i tried to talk to someone bout it, but coz she is the manager nothin can be done, im fed up of bein treated like sh*t. its enough when ya already feel soo low and depressed, and ya just about hangin on but then when someone treats ya soo horribly, well ya just loose it. I ended up in tears . no one noticed, which i dunno if a good thing or bad thing, i just wanna dissappear.

shazrobo

hi rose, sorry to hear you've had such a bad day again hun, wanna chat on msn for a short while, expecting son home soon then going out
big hugs
shaz x