Need to get myself together: The beginning

abba1772

You're dad was probably shocked as seeing his baby girl being drunk and lashed out however it was a low blow tho bringing you're son into it xx glad he apologised and sorry to hear about your grandad xx

monz

Thanks everyone.

2 days until payday xx

monz

payday tomorrow.

going to visit my granda he is in a hospice now. 30 miles away hope my petrol can make it

Speak tomorrow x

abba1772

Sorry to hear your grandad is in a hospice .........hope you're ok xx

[Deleted User]

Hope you are okay Monz.

Dxxx

joeyjimbles

I've been cheering you on in gluts of reading your diary.
Wow, you've done well.
I'm sorry you've had a rough few days but so glad that you and your Dad have made up even if its still a bit raw. As you said, he's probably stressed and he perhaps just popped in for a bit of sympathy and a natter and was shocked by what he saw, or thought he saw. Seems to me that Dads always see their daughters as their little girl and it can be a shock to the system to realise that we've grown up (mostly).
Sorry to hear about your Granddad and I hope you had a good visit with him.

monz

Thanks everyone and hi Joeyjimbles . we have made up but i told him he needs to back off and most my friends are boys and probably terrified to come round esp when he accuses me of doing things other than drink in front of them! never been a thing i been interested in n they terrify me.

saw my grandad and it was frightening i dont think i can personally go back, not in a bad way but i would rather remember him way he was than is the now, he has a matter of days the cancer has took over but will see.

payday today and my wages have not went in! none of the staff has. Hopefully be sorted by this afternoon will update once they have though its went into unarranged overdraft... slightly mortified when buying my irn bru and man says declined lol.

Soooo would say 28 days until payday again...but lets see if i get this pay sorted :P xx

abba1772

Really hope that your wages go in and if you get charges on your bank account then make sure you chase the company for these charges as you won't be the only person in that situation xx

monz

Might not be on for next cpl days. my granda just passed away not long ago. i am in shock but after seeing him last night i did expect it. wages not sorted but least of my problems tbh. speak soon xx

misstara

Sorry to hear about your granda monz, sending hugs xx