I feel like I'm treading water a bit...

rufus79

I have a week left in my current job, then a weeks temping for a friend, and then a week I don't want to work so that I can get all this bk malarkay sorted, then hopefully I will be working part time, and then I will be getting myself along to the court and getting this done and then, finally, starting to get my life on track. But for now, it all seems a bit surreal In some ways everything feels too 'normal' if that makes sense??

rufus79

Suppose youre right. A few days ago I was so stressed over it all, but strangely, I think getting angry on here the other day actually did me good, got it out of my system. I now feel really positive about the future, and even slept last night - woo hoo!! I am excited about getting a new job (though I still don't think I could cope at all with full time just now) and just loads of new beginnings.

I know my feelings could change again, and I still feel a little sick when I look at the petition forms, but I don't have the awful, all I can think of feeling.

sweedart1

Hi rufus79

Declared BR 30/05/07

What got me through my rollercoaster ride of emotions was coming into this forum everyday. Im still waiting to hear from my OR but already feel on top of the world. Just keep looking at it as a brand new start..

Good Luck

Sweedart1