Time to be completely honest

taxi73

Are you ok Sea?...

In_Search_Of_Me

Getting a wee bit worried now...hope youre ok?

taxi73

I was just wondering and am only guessing at this...she was on about a while ago upgrading her package with Tiscali....that is the same thing I did and ended up with no internet for a month until I let someone else take over...
I know where she lives but have no phone number for her I will try and get hold of her if I can get over that way...as it's quite a way from me.I though I may put a note through the door with my phone number in..what do you think?

Seaxwyn

Sea was on facebook yesterday - I'll post a message for her there saying her MSE friends are missing her.

hypno06

That's a good idea, Seaxwyn.

Thank you!

taxi73

Great idea saves me going around as that feels intrusive

Sea78

Hi all

So sorry not to have been around - got Seaxwyn's message - thank you all for thinking of me. I've had a few things going on this week and have been all introspective and self centred and selfish basically and I didn't want to come on here, blather on about myself and not be able to go on any other threads etc as I try to post on non-diary threads whenever I post on here because of the usual backlash against diaries.

Been thinking long and hard about my current situation (not just debt) and trying to work out what exactly will make me the happiest. Think I've made a few foolish decisions, that haven't made me feel any better at all and actually rather worse, but hopefully I'll drag myself back up and work out exactly what it is I want out of life and from life etc. My main aim of course is the kids, but maybe that means a different path for me. Oh I don't know - this is why I've not been on - if I'd come on before I would have waffled on for about 10 times this much!

Off out for a nice long walk (in lit streets of course!) when OH gets back from picking his b-i-l's up with beer.

Still had no booze and feel fine about it - not all that bothered really. Trying really hard with the fags too - only had 2 last night which is great for me at the moment. WOul dbe nice to have a glass or 2 of wine tonight, but I guess I said no booze, so no booze it is!

Hope everyone is well. I have so much work to do this weekend I could cry if I thought about it too much but hey ho.
I'll try really hard to catch up, but sorry if I miss anything - it's so not intentional.
Sea xxxxx

taxi73

Hi Sea ..glad to see you back...firstly do not stay away from here because of the old diary argument!!!!....At this moment in time it sounds like you might need our help..if you'll let us..others can deal with everybody else...if we can help please let us know as you're obviously upset at the moment xxx

hypno06

Absolutely, please post - the whole point of a diary is that it is the one place where you CAN be as selfish and self centred as you need to be.

In_Search_Of_Me

good to see you back! I would just ignore the old diary argument - if people want to whine they will. Leave em to it! Sorry things are tugh but hang in there baby steps and PLEASE keep posting eh! we do care