Maybe I was born with it?

Maybelline_2

Somedays thats how I feel... I was born to be in debt!

I have struggled my entire life my parents struggled maybe its genetic.

Well if you asked me a year ago that was my thoughts and today I wake up knowing that NO its MY fault and its time to take action!!


So far my and my partner owe:

3K - HBOS
5,200- MBNA
8700, lloyds tsb


I feel lost and sometimes I look at those numbers and think OMG what am I going to do!!

We want the world and can't afford a penny!!

Today however me and my bestfriend Samantha are going to an auction we are playing our own lil Cash in the attic!

I have gone through all my stuff and moms stuff now that she has moved away and its time to declutter the clutter!

So here is hoping!! I hope to make 400.00 pounds today.

Maybelline_2

Oh something about me... im sitting here with Sam and she says I should introduce myself..

Well I am from London and moved to Birmingham-- I know night and day! But I love it here I have made a home and am happy. I like Annie Lennox and I work for a makeup company Hrmmm betcha can't guess which one LOL... I do this at a department store its fun to see people happy when you make them lookpretty it gives them such a boost!!

I have 1 puppy who I adore and if I figure out how to post pics I will...


So Im going to go read some other inspirational stories and hope that I get inspired


xxx

Maybelline_2

Hoping to not hide behind the makeup x

Choc-addict

Thanks for popping by on my diary.....wishing you lots of luck at the auction today!

Choc x

Maybelline_2

Thanks Choc!!

I can't wait starts at noon!!!

Maybelline_2

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY we are at the auction now.. So far we had 1 lot go through 43.80p! SO excited!


Marin x

hirondelle

Hi Maybelline

Well done on realising your debt problems are NOT your fault!!

My ex left me a few years ago with a lot more debt than you have and now I'm debtfree so there is light at the end off the tunnel.

Congrats on your first sale - I bet it's alot more exciting than ebay!!

hirondelle

Talking about cake - i think i'll go and make myself a nice cup of tea and havea slice of chocolate cake that i made yesterday

Maybelline_2

Well I started to write a goodpost telling you all about the money I made doing the auction and what I have coming up in the next while!

However tonight I have been treated like an idiot on a support thread.. I thought MSE says "WE ARE NOT TO JUDGE" and I have someone laughing at me am I back in highschool????

Geez

hirondelle

Honey - chin up! I've posted on that other thread too.

Please don't feel bad. You have people here who understand and support you (((hugs)))

hirondelle

Hiya Mayelline.

I'm getting worried about you. Are you okay? Don't let idiots get you down. There are good people on here.