Need some help with CSA

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on Thursday I was reffered to an external private company as part of my flexible new deal. I was told by the job center that they would arrange interviews for jobs on my behalf for whatever jobs they feel is right for me, that is what is so daunting.

With regards to the children, when I was employed I spoke to my soliciter and he explained that ofc I do have rights to see the children however they can continue to be ill and unavailable. They also live 40 miles away and I dont have a car due to my current financial situation. I agree that throwing money at children to entertain them is wrong, but when you see your children once a fortnight treating them to something nice to eat or to play with at home is going to be something you want to do. Im not saying buy the children or spoil them but even collecting and returning them would cost money I dont have. Ever since we seperated the ex has done nothing but be awkward and spiteful by preventing access and always uses the children as a weapon. She is to selfish to realise that its the children she is hurting more by denying them access to their father. When we got divorced she got 90% equity on the house sale allowing her and her partner to move on and get a new home etc, whereas the system has punished me for wanting to stop living with a woman who was both violent and abuse towards me. You only get one chance at life, I dont see why you should live it unhappy.

I have always made 3 steps each week since I got made redundant so cannot understand why ive been referred to an external source. If i got my financial situation sorted then opportunities would arise, until then its just looking darker and darker.

Altho I understand peoples opinions on access to my chilren however BLT hit the nail on the head. This is about trying to scratch a living.