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bookseller1980

ZTD wrote: »

On average, it's been quiet for months.



Go find Numpty Monkey - he's put his heating on...

I am resisting putting mine on. Might just go to bed.
Get the day over with!

Burlesque_Babe

bookseller1980 wrote: »

I sit and worry when I am alone.

It's weird, up until recently I was a real worrier. In years gone by, if I had a lot of work on (particularly early in my career) I would get so stressed I'd lie awake at night wishing it to be the morning so I could get back to doing the work.

If a situation in my life could have a 'bad' outcome, I would sit and really think about it and then in my mind, I knew the worst outcome wouldn't happen. I used to think (although I knew it was rubbish!) that if I didn't envisage the worst thing, then it would happen!

However, recently, something seems to have turned my ability to worry off completely. I can't even force myself to worry about things - I've tried, it is really, really weird.

Doomcow

hey BB - i used to be like that at work.. but life goes on ya know.

world wont stop if we not there.

Ellidee

BB that's really good news re the worrying. Maybe this the change in you Zed was asking you about the other day ?

bookseller1980

Some days and nights I just worry non stop and then I have a phase when I just feel numb and 'let them come and get me'ish. Then sometimes I'm really angry 'it's not my fault 'ish.
Today I'm a mixture of all three but mainly sad.
I got as far as phoning the debtline thingey today but couldn't get through.
Time for a drink me thinks.

Burlesque_Babe

I really don't know, but it is as if the worry gene has completely been switched off. I'm not saying I'm running around in gay abandon (me - run anywhere? :rotfl: ) but I just can't worry - however hard I try. It's all linked in to all the carp I went through, perhaps it is one of the positive outcomes of it all.

Ellidee

Aww Bookie wish I knew what to say. Have a dodgy hug :grouphug: XX

Burlesque_Babe

Ihave a large box full of odds and ends of freebie sachets, bottles etc and I chuck toiletries in when I buy them, it's a right old aladdins cave of moisturisers, shampoo sachets etc.

I was just looking to see if I had any cold/flu lempsip things lurking in there ( I do! hurrah!) and I found a sachet self tan wipe. I must have got it as a freebie as it isn't something I'd buy.

I'm going to throw caution to the wind and use it on my arms Ihaven't been out in the sun at all so I'm no different colour wise.

However, I have had a number of orange catastrophes over the years trying the bottles of self tan so much that I won't use any of them.

i'll let you know if I have tango arms :rotfl:

bookseller1980

Ellidee wrote: »

Aww Bookie wish I knew what to say. Have a dodgy hug :grouphug: XX

I'm fine.:D

ZTD

Burlesque_Babe wrote: »

Ihave a large box full of odds and ends of freebie sachets, bottles etc and I chuck toiletries in when I buy them, it's a right old aladdins cave of moisturisers, shampoo sachets etc.

I was just looking to see if I had any cold/flue lempsip things lurking in there ( I do! hurrah!) and I found a sachet self tan wipe. I must have got it as a freebie as it isn't something I'd buy.

I'm going to throw caution to the wind and use it on my arms Ihaven't been out in the sun at all so I'm no different colour wise.

However, I have had a number of orange catastrophes over the years trying the bottles of self tan so much that I won't use any of them.

i'll let you know if I have tango arms :rotfl:

You could just use a cooled down tea-bag...













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