Guess whose back!? The Return Diary

CAFCGirl

He's ok (i think).... dunno he's at work LOL
Must be ok as he hasnt come home yet...

Ok the honest word is... i need to get better.... in all aspects of my life, the one ive got a lot of control over is the money.

DH and I had chats about the miscarriage etc and we've decided we will try again but we will get more of the money issues dealt with, before we do try... plus this gives us time and space to deal with the emotional aspects of the loss before we move on.

I've been feeling utterly rubbish for a few days because I felt like I was stagnate, going nowhere whilst the world around me kept spinning and I hated that feeling.

So I've posted up a new thread called "First one to clear 15k gets a paper hat" which is hopefully going to be a motivational tool for the money aspect, the rest I'll have to try and figure out for myself LOL

I just want to get some debts clear and feel like im moving on with at least one area of my life to make everything else seem a bit easier to cope with.

bella2121

Hi all!

thanks purpleroses i hope he gets it too! didnt have a very good day yesterday fell out with OH loads but when i got home from work last night we had some friends round and things seem better today!! :j

My friend is comin round tonight for xfactor and OH is goin to his friends to watch a cage fight on the TV so hopefully should have a good time.

I kinda understand a bit how you feel cafc i'm feelin like everythin around me is movin forward and i'm just stuck in a miserable place but hopefully this interview will go well for me on thursday then things might start lookin up.

anyway enough of the misery its weekend so will be cheerful, its my dads birthday today so gonna pop round there and goin to my friends this afternoon with OH hes gonna help her clean her fish tank out

have a good day all!!!!!!!!!!!! :beer: xx

CAFCGirl

Bella hun, i hope things were a bit better for you today and have fun at ur friends etc xx

Just been at work today so nothing major to report, although sold our non needed freeview box to a friend at work and getting the money next week, £25 in the kitty.
Also still got expenses to claim back from work....

bella2121

hey cafc!!

things are better again now my friend didnt end up comin round she had toothache :rolleyes: i know when she makes plans with me they aint gonna happen theres always some excuse, never mind watched xfactor then went to bed

have a nice day everyone xx

CAFCGirl

Oh hun, thats no fun!
I think we've all got a friend like that.

I just spent all evening writing reviews on dooyoo, desperate to earn a bit more cash.
Our food shop came earlier so we're pretty organised for a while yet.
We're attempting a recipe from Jamie Olivers book later on, bit nervous about that LOL.

Got all my petty cash receipts organised to claim back from work which is £275! so I want to get that back as soon as I can really.

Having a lazy day at home, might do some light tidying but Im feeling a bit sorry for myself as have got pretty bad period pains which they told me to expect after the miscarriage... still doesnt make it any less painful LOL

bella2121

<P>hey cafc, you chill out and look after yourself, i'm gonna have a brandy and coke soon i think <IMG alt=0 src="http://forums.moneysavingexpert.com/images/smilies/beerchug.gif&quot; border=0 smilieid="18"> </P>
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<P>just chillin out watchin the grand prix, weather is dark, dull and miserable </P>
<P>never mind i'm lovely and warm OH is after puttin fire on but i'm not lettin him hes sat there in just a pair of shorts no tshirt on no wonder hes cold lol!!!!! </P>

bella2121

what the hell has happened to my post!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

doodledo_2

Afternoon hun.

Just catching up with your diary. Sorry about the tummy ache it might be tough for a couple of months but things will ease up.

I find the best remedy is copious amounts of tea and chocolate.:D

CAFCGirl

Oh Bella hun, that post really amused me....

I have such a simple sense of humour evidently!

Hi Doodle, thanks hun, its not as bad as it could be, i had previously been really lucky with cramps etc so when I get one its like the world is ending!

Ohhh chocolate... good idea... actually should make a start on dinner i think...

Gemmzie

I've only just caught up on your thread from before I went away, so I totally missed your news, I'm so sorry hun. But I'm glad you're toughing through it.