Calling all you night owls part 2

blackclouds

bubbles0169 wrote: »

thats it blackclouds, baby steps, you should just take one day at a time for now then youll get going steadily again when your ready, try not to dwell on too much though, find a happy medium where its not all work and no play
does any of that make any sense whatsoever?!
i think i should stop tryin to psycho analyse when ive had vino!

Yep needing to learn patience - amazing how things can move into perspective when you really look through all the nonsense. From being in a really dark place just two weeks ago and lots of tears in the last few days a good breakdown on Tuesday has done me the world of good. Someone close to me told me a few home truths in the heat of the moment and you know what they were not far off the mark. Only when you hit the bottom can you climb back up and on Tuesday I found the bottom and theres an unsteady looking ladder there and a tiny chink of light at the top - if I can climb a rung a day then thats more than enough for me :T

piglet29

bubbles0169 wrote: »

ooooh i love you adm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

bubbles0169

well done blackclouds, and it looks like youve got good supportive friends to help you along the way too, remember you can allways come here to get away from it all too xx

Simon_M_2

piglet29 wrote: »

Hiya simon, nice to meet you, hows you?;)

Hey piggy I am chilled and having a beer u?

blackclouds

Simon_M wrote: »

Hey BC, don't be too down. I felt the same for a few weeks, but it DOES get better. No more sleepless nights worrying. It will be strange when you first get a job, if you are like me you will be stressing about every little thing that does not get done properly, after a while you don't give a toss, wrong or right.

I got a warning today for talking to another member of staff in a bad way. I have been put on an important job in the factory (mixing of ingredients so it must be spot on) and they gave me a temp to work with. He was not keeping the mixing area clean so I told him, guess who got it in the neck. Next time I won't bother lol

Hi Simon, I know exactky what you are saying that is why I plan to get a job, get my head down, do what I am expected to and go home - no thinking how things could be run better, no getting involved in cliques just work hard get paid go home

bubbles0169

adm:rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl: (happy tears):rotfl: :rotfl: :rotfl:

piglet29

Simon_M wrote: »

Hey piggy I am chilled and having a beer u?

Hey simon, im hot and having a cuppa:rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

gettingbetter

blackclouds
the only way is up
you cant go any further down unless you have a special pass
kas xx

Simon_M_2

blackclouds wrote: »

Hi Simon, I know exactky what you are saying that is why I plan to get a job, get my head down, do what I am expected to and go home - no thinking how things could be run better, no getting involved in cliques just work hard get paid go home

Hey BC, just one word of advice: Don't work hard work smart

Simon_M_2

piglet29 wrote: »

Hey simon, im hot and having a cuppa:rotfl::rotfl::rotfl:

OOER missuss :rotfl: