I can't stop pooing

vik6525

tiamaria wrote: »

What I can't understand though is..

Why do TS females almost always seem to be stunningly attractive whereas most of us "original" females are not as blessed

Cause theyre a bunch of b1tches! Seriously though, I dont know, but im DEATHLY jealous of aly's figure i can tell you that much!

choccyface2006

Me too ViK! I know a few ts through work and they all have great figures!

Good luck at Manchester Aly.

Sarah x

vik6525

ts_aly2000 wrote: »

The price is high.

xx

Hows it going now? any better?

mariauk

ts_aly2000 wrote: »

"Hey, would you like to meet up," I asked. And then predictably came the humming and harring. Another prior *friend* a few months back arranged to meet up then didn't turn up and stopped answering calls.Never your loss aly, You have changed they haven`t and by the sounds of it you really don`t need them anyway.

The thing is, I haven't actually done anything to these people,no, they have there own insecurites/ism`s and phobia`s, not you. they used to be friendsmaybe it seemed that way at the time And I'm asking myself what is wrong with me. nothing hun :A It's a natural reaction to look at yourself seeing what's wrong, even if there's nothing wrong at all.

I'm at a loss really as to how to move forward. you are moving foward, even if it doesn`t feel like it sometimes This is what I mean by the price being high. My friends, my career, and everything. I've become really quite a lonely and damaged person when I haven't actually done anything wrong.no, you haven`t but there will be times when other people do things wrong because they have no understanding but you know what, They have to live the rest of there lives with their ignorance I tell myself that I'm just being silly, but when people you knew make excuses and avoid you, it does kind of mess with your head.Again, you are missing nothing, you really don`t need them

I wonder, would it be possible to make the sanest kindest person in the world mentally unbalanced and bitter, just by mistreating them?yes, as anyone can only take so much Am I just being ridiculous? Am I really just a lunartic and bitter by my own choice. Is it really all my fault? No, No, No and No.
I haven't worked in 3-years. The last company escorted me off the premesis when my background flew round the office (200 people) in a matter of days. Maybe I handled it all wrong.

I'm in such a mess. And I want it all back. As for the poo-ing, yep, still poo-ing. Has maybe been made slightly better though as drinking some kind of sports drink my OH bought which replaces lost body salts.

So there we are. I don't know how to get out. I'm scared of making friends. And I see no point in applying for jobs. Most of what I see is negativity. And I don't particularly like myself.

I'm not sure quite what I've written here but it isn't held back or twisted. I want a job. I want to know people. I want to have friends. I want to be someone again. You will, you already have even if some of us are via cyber space, I and quite a few other on here will always be here if you need to talk and you are someone special and always will be

Was the price too high? No way, Your life is changing and you have had a lot to deal with mentally and physically. You know the great thing about all of it? The fact that you are still moving on and the people you are leaving behind will never have the guts to do anything different for the rest of there lives.[/QUOTE]


:grouphug: from me, Hope you are feeling better

Maria

XXXX

vik6525

ts_aly2000 wrote: »

Hi Carly

It'll come around. Was just one of those moments...

As a concelation though, my OH is paying for my legs and bikini to be lasered on Friday!!!!! Had the underarms done yesterday and that was painful enough.........

Whatever the problem, just replace it with pain.

Ooooo.... the skin clinic upstairs from my shop specialises in laser hair removal for ts'... Sometimes, when we're bored, we play spot the ts...and more often than not, the real ts walk through unnoticed, and the people we 'spot' are just very very hairy women... :rotfl: :rotfl:

loobs40

vik6525 wrote: »

Ooooo.... the skin clinic upstairs from my shop specialises in laser hair removal for ts'... Sometimes, when we're bored, we play spot the ts...and more often than not, the real ts walk through unnoticed, and the people we 'spot' are just very very hairy women... :rotfl: :rotfl:

I'd love to laugh too. But I am one of those unfortunate women who has excess facial hair and nothing, not even laser treatment will remove it, despite the thousands I must have spent over the years