Revocation request made...

So, that's a revocation request been made due to non-payment of my DAS.

Rather frustrating, as if I'd not lost two jobs due to suffering from depression I'd have it all paid off by now instead of still owing around 9k on it.

I'm guessing it's looking like bankruptcy, and as I'm unemployed, the AiB is apparently exceptionally unlikely to allow me to keep my HP car, even though Blackhorse have said they'd be ok with it.

Although it would obviously lift this weight off my shoulders, losing the car would make finding work much harder than it already has been. And it would also mean it's much harder for me to keep doing the activities that help to keep my depression under control.

I dread to think what losing the car and the repercussions that would cause for me will do to my mental wellbeing.

I really feel jinxed and terrified for my future.