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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 22nd Oct 17, 11:57 PM
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    Paying off debt to freedom
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    • 22nd Oct 17, 11:57 PM
    Paying off debt to freedom 22nd Oct 17 at 11:57 PM
    Started my debt free diary, 31k in the red. The way I see it, the sooner I can become debt free the sooner I can live my life.

    I am starting this diary as I have always kept my debt to myself, and I split with the girl I am seeing today... I think all of my debt and worries have meant I just ignored her, I feel bad I have literally said almost zero to her for the past 3 or 4 weeks, blanking her messages just thinking of my own mess. I was unsure how to tell her what is going on so I got kinda messy and couldn't explain myself and she naturally assumed I was hiding something and jumped to I have cheated...

    Had a huge argument where she told me I encourage women to throw themselves at me and I am a psychopath, I'm a sociopath, and a horrible human being with no conscience guilt, can't remember what else, but basically told me I'm a horrible human being. I mean I can be an !!! at times, and I am quite nasty if I'm moody, but I do really care about those around me I feel sad my debt has caused this for me, as I'd have been fine otherwise. Amazing eh how debt can impact so much.

    Anyway, felt like time to get my stuff together, get a diary going and vent out a little bit.

    I imported all my spending for the past 4 months into YNAB, and it was frankly disgusting how I spent over £80 a month on fast food alone! So bad for my budget, and also my health! Likewise I spent £109 on average per month dining out!!! I have done a budget for next month, where I have said no fast food, and halved my dining out (with a view to phase out). I just think I am best to tackle one problem area per month, whilst keeping myself on budget and not going over into more debt. If I go crazy all at once, I know me, I will break everything and go wild.
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 12th Jan 18, 1:16 PM
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    They cover a vast majority, thereís a bunch of plans and I need to opt in, each has its own coverage and deductible along with employers percentage contributions. I think it will end up around $100 to $150 a month I need to pay.
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 12th Jan 18, 6:55 PM
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    If anyone wants a Monzo invite I have a free golden ticket invite.
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    • Scott_Weiland
    • By Scott_Weiland 13th Jan 18, 1:00 AM
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    I honestly have found when Iím nice to women they take advantage of me, when Iím totally awful they try everything to make me happy. How messed up is the world that men learn being wan*ers is the way to happiness?

    Got my offer through, 77,000 USD plus 7000 bonus annually. Number wise it feels good!!! No idea of costs of living etc but will soon find out.
    Originally posted by camz2017
    Haha i have experienced this re the ladies
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    "Always always train, be the best version of you that you can physically be"
    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 13th Jan 18, 4:58 PM
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    So had to work out how I can work with the loss of £120. It!!!8217;s basically eating into my extra payments and savings as well as making my lunch budget tight. Ahhh sucks

    Went to see the girlfriend last night, dunno didn!!!8217;t really feel like seeing her or even really feel an attraction. I was just annoyed with her I guess, being a bit of an ars*hole today like said I!!!8217;d meet her this evening and then ignored her all day, went to see another friend. I hate it when someone insults my personality even though I know I!!!8217;m not a particularly nice guy lol. I need to man up, gonna have to say sorry and do something to make up...

    Anyways happy weekend all
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 14th Jan 18, 12:42 AM
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    Just been in PureGym out of staffing hours... I!!!8217;ve always thought what if something kicks off and nobody is staffing the place. Some guy came in looked a bit eccentric like dressed a bit g*y, you could kinda tell. A couple of black guys started shouting !!!8220;you alright ga*boy?!!!8221; & !!!8220;this areas only for men.!!!8221; One of the guys kinda glanced over to me smirking expecting me to agree. I got so angry can!!!8217;t even explain, ended up shouting at these two black guys, they apologised to the guy. I!!!8217;m not racist but I do think I!!!8217;ve never seen a Simon or a Daniel behave like this, I!!!8217;m all for including everyone in this country but I expect those very people to welcome the diversity in this country!!!! What really got to me was this guy is unlikely to come the gym in future, seemed quite new and got that. Grrrr.
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    • natsplatnat
    • By natsplatnat 15th Jan 18, 1:49 PM
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    Blimey! What a horrible situation at the gym! No-one deserves to be treated like that - well done you for sticking up for that guy!


    Good job at re-jigging your budget after your £120 loss. The good news is a) this sort of thing doesn't happen that often and b) you can move your budget around to compensate.


    Said sorry to the GF yet?
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 15th Jan 18, 3:00 PM
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    What am I apologising for? I don!!!8217;t say sorry for things. That!!!8217;s someone else!!!8217;s job

    Meh my money is a mess this month but whatever, just gonna keep ploughing on and not worry too much.
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    • natsplatnat
    • By natsplatnat 15th Jan 18, 4:41 PM
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    But.........


    I need to man up, gonna have to say sorry and do something to make up..
    Originally posted by camz2017
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 15th Jan 18, 11:43 PM
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    Dunno just not feeling it massively, not even bothered to say sorry tbh. Can!!!8217;t help my feelings... She's doesn't really make me feel positive, just says I suck, like she doesn't seem to acknowledge any good in me. If I'm honest I see and talk to other women who make me laugh and she doesn't atm. Anyway, I sound really emotional and that's weird for me lol.
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    • natsplatnat
    • By natsplatnat 16th Jan 18, 9:22 AM
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    Well, I would say she is either just nasty, or it's that old case of 'being horrible to someone you really like!' Either way, if it's not working for you don't put up with it 'just because'! Everyone needs a bit of laughter in their life!
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 16th Jan 18, 3:02 PM
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    Thats nats, that's what I needed to hear

    I just called her as I'm working at home... I didn't do a bunch of explaining just said "I don't wanna date as I don't like your attitude in general, you don't make me laugh or make me feel good about stuff." She kept asking me questions and I was just like there's nothing to discuss and cut her off lol.

    I feel much happier without her debbie-downer attitude bothering me!!
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    • natsplatnat
    • By natsplatnat 18th Jan 18, 9:41 AM
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    Morning camz,
    what's new with you?
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 18th Jan 18, 6:31 PM
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    Someone at work seriously bothered me today, on a screen which presents 24/7, even during client meetings on evenings and mornings, he decided a great idea would be to turn it off at 5pm and have it turn back on the following morning at 9am. I was like that makes zero sense, change it back and he literally kicked off, called me dumb, said I was a f*ing pri*k, the whole lot. A guy with I work with daily, and the worst part, he's levels below me. In the moment I seriously could have punched him so hard, like the temptation oh my god, but I just calmly walked back to my desk lol. Then he started walking around talking to people about me, with me sitting meters away. I've deleted his number from my phone want nothing to do with him... So a bit more drama in my day.
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    • natsplatnat
    • By natsplatnat 19th Jan 18, 10:35 AM
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    Morning camz,


    Another dramatic day I see!
    What say does this bloke have in the set-up of the screen? Seems odd that something dramatic blew up over something so little! Let it go! Irritating yes - but not worth building up steam over! Just keep thinking about your move to the States!
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 19th Jan 18, 11:49 AM
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    Thanks Nat, he's an idiot and I think if I'm honest he's got a bit of anger against me as I used to be quite nasty to him around a year or two back when he first joined. Never liked the guy and I used to make it quite clear, I think back then he didn't dare say much to me. He does my head in so I'm sure I came across quite nasty, but honestly once again he has come up with a dumb idea, it like slowly grates on me. I think I will get to do his evaluation for Quarter 1 before I leave, so I will get the last laugh.

    Anyway, I'm made up with cold and woke up with a stye on the inside of my eye lid which is driving me beyond crazy. I've spent too much in some categories this month which I feel bad about also.
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    • natsplatnat
    • By natsplatnat 19th Jan 18, 1:13 PM
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    Just going to put "karma" out there!


    Sorry you are under the weather - my OH has been poorly on and off since xmas (my patience is starting to wear a little thin to be honest!) Dose yourself up and don't forget you 'have' to feed a cold (any excuse right!?) I always favour a really hot bath too! Haven't had a sty in years, but I do remember trying the 'touch it with a diamond' theory and it did go away - which I am sure it would have done anyway!! lol
    As for the overspending - don't worry too much - you can't change what is done! The fact you are aware you have overspent is good! Learn from it!!
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 19th Jan 18, 6:41 PM
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    Just checked my laptop and the guy had included me in an email sent out with a bunch of errors in the document attached. I've replied back in such a underhanded way, like not said anything that anyone could say is wrong, but been pure condescending lol. I was like "At this stage in your career I would not expect to see these errors, you are not where you need to be. Fix this tonight and let me know when it is resolved. In future check documents before sending them as these basic errors are becoming a pattern." LOL. I don't understand why anyone would make me into an enemy, I certainly wouldn't. He called me pr*ck so imma be one.

    I'm going to start the 333 challenge this weekend... Hoping to break my clothing habit! I also need a good clear out.

    Happy weekend all.
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 21st Jan 18, 8:49 AM
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    Absolutely dying today been doing some fasting thing one day a week, I did it yesterday OMG Iím going to kill someone for food lol.
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    • camz2017
    • By camz2017 21st Jan 18, 8:50 AM
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    On a brighter note not eating is virtually no spend for me. Spent zero yesterday... all my money goes on food literally.
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    • natsplatnat
    • By natsplatnat 22nd Jan 18, 9:08 AM
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    Absolutely dying today been doing some fasting thing one day a week, I did it yesterday OMG Iím going to kill someone for food lol.
    Originally posted by camz2017

    Don't do it!!! Life is too short not to eat! And...if you are under the weather you should be feeding your cold! But at least you have saved some money in your food budget!
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