The dreaded D word

Not MSE but my anxiety levels are through the roof today, I hope it's linked to picking up the car tomorrow but I feel awful. I cannot wait to get home tonight and hopefully it'll subside, it probably doesn't help hat I've not slept very well the last few nights

Thanks Beanie, it feels nice to know that someone's reading my diary.


My anxiety has lifted but I've had even less sleep this weekend so I feel dreadful today, I think with all the stress we've had this year, I'm starting to feel a bit burnt out. I just need to keep going for another 3 weeks before I can get away and relax.
I'm really excited about being able to spend quality time with my husband we're both so busy with work during the week that we either spend the weekend doing jobs around the house, rushing about visiting people and running errands or just slumped in front of the TV because we're too tired to do anything else. When we're on holiday it's so nice to have a nice walk together and just chat over dinner or a drink.


I feel like my CC debt might increase a little over the next couple of months before it starts to go down again, with the old car expenses being so high before I could sell it and having some old trees cut down at home my savings have dwindled to almost nothing and I still have my car insurance and holiday in September to pay for (July holiday spends and costs are covered as is the house insurance - I don't know how we ended up with so many expenses in July I need to figure out a way that I might be able to bring things - back or forwards a month or so without additional expense).
Also I'm still waiting for my expenses back from work and the pet insurance to pay out. I need to find the time to budget out the rest of the year to make sure that I'm in a better position at the end of the year than I started at - with a better plan going forward

I've decided to get back on e bay to sell some stuff to try and reduce the amount that will go on my credit card - I used to be so good at putting stuff on when I know I would wear an item of clothing again, mainly fancy dress stuff but I've not done it in a long time. So tomorrow I'll sort some items out, take some picture and get this online.


I'm posting this here so I'm a bit more accountable for doing it - please tell me off if I haven't said I've got some things on my the weekend!!

So payday came and went payment were made and everything is up to date, so ready for my holiday now. I can't wait to get away for a couple of weeks and not have to worry about anything.


Not got anything on e-bay but I'll get on it when I get back from being away, also the bonus I was hoping for is not happening which is majorly disappointing and I'm annoyed about how it has come about but I can't change the outcome