Joined 31.05.16

Sadly no. Work is so busy at the moment and I have no time off till september. bit overwhelming at the moment to tell the truth! Would have loved to spend the day in bed but holiday is a bit scarce at the moment. Everyone away with thier kids and then everything being manic. NSD today. Need to study a bit then bed. I know this sounds terrible but after my exams I might go away with a friend for 2 nights. Looking at it today I think it would do me good. Would need to sort flights now and hotel later. Ryanair has a sale so I am seriously thinking about it. It would sort out Christmas for us both and return flights midweek are as low as £45 so is worth thinking about. Hotel split between 2 and get a lift to airport? Hmmm not sure. Might be good but probably sounds a bit irresponsible. Going in november means 3 paydays time. Im going to sleep on it. If the flights go up overnight it wasn't to be, but if I think its possible in the morning I might just go to work and book the flights.
Got distracted by candy crush tonight and burnt my pizza, it should have been much nicer than it was but I ate it anyway and wont do that again. Im too poor and hungry to throw away. There is a few more work things than I had realised before payday. I think staying out of the overdraft is a bit ambitious. I can probly do it up till 20th but after this it will be quite hard. Im commited to a few things thar will have to go on the credit card. I also need to sort out my contents insurance which I had forgotten about plus eyebrows and leg wax. (it really is essential). Plus £80 in direct debits. Travel £30ish phone £20 and food £30ish plus pub £30 ish will be going on the credit card. Im trying to be good but I think I need to be at the work drinks and then I have a work lunch next week. Will get there just not easy. xxx

Home from work amd pub. Not sure how much I put on credit card but genuinely honestly tonight was an essential work thing so im not going to give myself a hard time . Will post proper update tommorow but needed to check in with my debt free efforts so I don't go off the boil. I also sorted contents insurance today so that's done. Pleased with that. Should be Nsd friday. 2 weeks till payday. feels like a long time! Goodnight all. Sleep well xxxx

I hope you enjoyed london louby. I love it so much. So much to see and do. And great for kids too.

Im a bit cross with myself today for drinking too much. Its silly and unnecessary and I shouldn't. But worse than that when I got home last night I walked home from train station at 1am very drunk amd vulnerable with all my cards and money and handbag. Its such a stupid thing to do. Nothing happened but it could have so easily and I would not have been able to do anything about it. Its so reckless to take such stupid risks. I am very cross with myself. I think I spent too much as well. Cant remember. Not great to tell tue truth but this is life.
However it was almost essential that i was there last night and i wont need to go out to work things again for a good while.
So tired today. No more alcoholic nights out for a while. Spent £4 on lunch. 2 weeks to pay day. It seems like a long time. Going to study lots and try very very hard. xxx