Joined 31.05.16

Thank you seasidegal. I am trying so hard. But I know its very boring and moany. I think once the loan is gone this will be the turning point.

It us exactly like that Dolly. Very tired today, long day. 171 days of loan. 21 days to november, 63 meals.

Today was nsd, cooking and housework tonight.
Tommorow need to go to tesco for a few essentials but take lunch in and have dinner planned then no social. Then its wednesday (and bake off).
Oh and I need to note that I walked to train after work which is an improvement, will do tues, wed. Probably (depending on exact plans) thurs and fri. It should be a few quiet weekends coming up, a few lol key and cheap pub visits but nothing that should cause too many problems.
Trying hard to be sensible. :j

Hi Dolly, Reality and Ramble,
Everyone needs a few lazy days dolly, life is so busy, all the time rushing about, we need time at home recharging our batteries. Reality love the apprentice but its so brutal and fierce, but also quite silly and embarrassing, sometimes you feel like you don't know where to look.

Today I feel a bit guilty, I bought the coat, its being delivered this week. Then went for lunch with a friend and then to Tesco. That is too much spending, but I need to be warm and as a single person it is important that my tummy looks as non-round as possible so although its a big splurge and not essential, it is important. I put on the credit card and paying off on payday. Also increased mbna limit to £5,800 so waiting for one of their low rate letters and then will transfer last bit of hsbc. November will be a bit easier and I will be wearing my coat (but do need some shoes). Cross that when it comes.

Tesco shop
£7 wine - 4x 1 person bottles
Foil
Bananas
Milk
Orange juice
Tomatoes
Curry sauce

So 170 days left of loan and 20 days till november or 60 meals. Seeing friend friday night and getting hair cut so could potentially have a successful rest of month.

169 days of loan.
19 days till november. 57 meals
Nsd today, I didn't realise till I got home. But I did see some shoes I will buy. I had my last trainers for about 6 years until i threw them out, so if I buy these and keep for just 2 years it is £3.25 a month. They are £75 but exactly what I need.
Take lunch tommorow and home in the evening for apprentice. Then meeting friend for cheap dinner Friday. Then very lowkey weekend. No pub, see family and be at home. Can not wait to get a credit card statement with no debits. This is the dream.