Buffy Keeps on the Straight and Narrow

Sorry I haven't been here to update, Mum has been ill and has refused to go to the doctors, just constantly coughs and is tired and is very very very very difficult to look after.

I appreciate no one wants to be a burden and she is quite independent so I don't blame her but her negativity is overwhelming.

My poor sister got the full force of me venting I feel so bad about that. truly. Cos like she doesn't have enough to deal with! but two weeks and only seeing one other person it is difficult. I used to be round loads of people and doing loads of things. Life at the moment is so hard for my sister and B in L, and then hard in a much lesser way for Mum and I. Although I am very frightened by her breathing and the idea she could have pneumonia.

I can't think about that tho. drive myself nuts.

I had the fish pond built. I should be happy but sometimes getting what you want makes you realise it isn't what you want at all.

Don't ask too much deep and meaningful tonight.

I need to start selling things.

Quick and dirty list
(with a rough price, been looking online for the prices of stuff)
1. large dog crate 25
2. small dog crate 20
3. small dog crate 20
4. hamster cage 5
5. hamster cage 5
6. Run 5
7. Run 10
8. CD rack 3
9. fish tank 15
10. Fish stuff 7
11. Puppy pen 15


I am very upset tonight. What an utterly rubbish day.

Night all XX